A question of Faith...

So when will it be that I will not question my faith? I wouldn't call it a crisis of faith, but yet there are those lingering questions that have not found a satisfactory answer as of yet. Those shadows that lurk on the skirts of my faith that at times make we wonder why I believe what I believe.

At the same time, it seems that often these questions drive to try to find answers. To find the answers I must dive deeper into God to find what it is that He says about it. Maybe that's what it's all about, the questions that drive me to find answers which in turn drives me to seek my God and learn more about Him. I desperately want to complete, finished with this growing and learning! I don't like being incomplete, I don't like making mistakes and I don't like the pain involved with growing.

Bottom line... the big question for me... Do I really believe that God is big enough to answer my questions? Yes I do. Do I take the time to listen to Him? Not as much and as often as I should. Guess I'm the student who want to pass without studying!! And that stinks, because I don't like those people. I don't want to be the person who expects it to just be given to him!!